Time is going by slow

Still here in the beautiful South Carolina. It's been raining a lot the past few days making the humidity worse, which is fine. Maybe my pours will open up. My skin has already become softer which is a nice change since Idaho's dry heat doesn't do me in very well. I'm starting to miss my family like CRAZY! I wish they could be here with me, but soon enough the summer will come to an end, and I will be able to bring home this amazing girl for them all to meet. :D I hope they like her, which I think they will because as long as she treats me right and makes me happy, I believe that should be all that matters.

Not having a job sucks. You get bored way too easily. Hopefully I find one this weekend. That would be nice. I'm lookin for something downtown because some of the shops aren't open on the weekend which would be way nice for me. We shall see what happens though, and I will be sure to keep those of you that read this updated. :D Miss you all and I send all my hugs and kisses.

contemplation is a hard thing to do

Recently some of you may know, that I decided to take a trip to South Carolina to meet someone who I never met before... It was one of those internet contact things, and well it's safe to say it's now more than that. Life throws funny things your way and I've learned that. It's weird to have your whole life pretty much planned out for you and then all of a sudden you are growing and changing. This trip is making me discover a new me... someone that was waiting to come out. I've learned that I'm really not a jealous person, and yes, I do fall for people fast, but that's not necessarily a bad thing.

I'm growing. Very much. And I also have to say that I miss my family a great deal. I have only been gone for 10 days, and would be leaving today, but I decided that it would be good for me to stay. So far, the plans are to stay the whole summer. . . then at the end of summer, I would like to bring this amazing girl home to meet my family. I have only known her for about 3.5 months, give or take a little, and in that short amount of time, she has treated me very well, and I believe maybe even helped me find myself a little.

I don't know what I'm doing now, and quite frankly, I like it. Like i said before, I've had my whole life planned out... not knowing what's going to come next or how things are going to happen is a nice change. I feel free. I feel unique. I feel like I'm worth something. And no, it's not all because of this girl. Although she does play a part in it.

Contemplation is a very hard thing to overcome when it deals with your family and choosing where you want to live and what you want to do with your life. I have faith in myself in that I will chose the right thing for me, even though it may be hard. Like that famous saying "When life throws you lemons, make lemonade." and well I plan on making a lot of juice. :) I just want you to know that I LOVE YOU GUYS!!! (Family)

Family

Family is the most important thing to me. Where would I be with out family? Our life may be set up like a soap opera, but I wouldn't trade it for anything in the world. They mean everything to me. We are like Italians, if something happens to someone, we are so close knit you better believe the whole family will be on it like white on rice.

Living it up in South Carolina

So far so good in South Carolina. I'm staying longer than expected, so we shall see what will come of it. It may be crazy, but I'm young and able. Maybe this will teach me to be on my own. If it takes thousands of miles to be away from my family to do so... hey more power to me.